today i begin blogging. therapy i'm calling it. a way to vent, a way to relax, a way to share, even if it's only with myself. a way to relieve boredom, stress, anger, happiness, sadness. a way to put my thoughts on paper, wherever that may lead me.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Running from the PAIN

you think you can outrun can' never will.  It's always there, hiding in the shadows of your heart.  tiny live a happness, then SLAP, your right back in the past, in the pain.

choices you make, unselfish they say.  i must love pain, you think.  dark hours, bleeding heart, deep, deep sadness.  unselfishness sucks!

you think sometimes, you've reached the finish line....wrong, your right back at the starting line, no light at the end of the tunnel, no pot of gold.......

you want the pain to leave, so you silence your mind, for one...split...second.....then there it is, stabbing your heart, burning your soul, flooding your eyes....PAIN.

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