you think you can outrun it....you can't....you never will. It's always there, hiding in the shadows of your heart. tiny moments...you live a happness, then SLAP, your right back in the past, in the pain.
choices you make, unselfish they say. i must love pain, you think. dark hours, bleeding heart, deep, deep sadness. unselfishness sucks!
you think sometimes, you've reached the finish line....wrong, your right back at the starting line, no light at the end of the tunnel, no pot of gold.......
you want the pain to leave, so you silence your mind, for one...split...second.....then there it is, stabbing your heart, burning your soul, flooding your eyes....PAIN.