today i begin blogging. therapy i'm calling it. a way to vent, a way to relax, a way to share, even if it's only with myself. a way to relieve boredom, stress, anger, happiness, sadness. a way to put my thoughts on paper, wherever that may lead me.

Monday, March 26, 2012

Closing a door....

It's done!  The door is closing, one last's best for all.  It's been laborious years, heartache, anger, disgust, it ends.

I feel so weary, so worn out and tired.  Be glad to see tomorrow, and a brighter day I hope.  What makes a person so manipulative and callous?  It's not from lack of love, or nurturing, he had all of that, from me at least.  He is so lost, so broken.  But now he's thrown away the last tiny bit of compassion I held for him.

His future is bleak, only because he thrives on that avenue.  Good living, a good life, and all that it brings, is of no interest to him.  Thug life is his motto, his desire.  So be it.  Today I wash my hands....and this time I wash them clean........


  1. I'm gonna go with you on your journey. You will have to follow mine. It is not about the same stuff and i'm new but it hopefully will be interesting. I hope I can offer up support to you. Love and hugs Cynthia

  2. Lynn, you've done all you can, it's time for things that make you happy now!!