Closing a door....

It's done!  The door is closing, one last time.....it's best for all.  It's been laborious years, heartache, anger, disgust, distrust.....today it ends.

I feel so weary, so worn out and tired.  Be glad to see tomorrow, and a brighter day I hope.  What makes a person so manipulative and callous?  It's not from lack of love, or nurturing, he had all of that, from me at least.  He is so lost, so broken.  But now he's thrown away the last tiny bit of compassion I held for him.

His future is bleak, only because he thrives on that avenue.  Good living, a good life, and all that it brings, is of no interest to him.  Thug life is his motto, his desire.  So be it.  Today I wash my hands....and this time I wash them clean........